Meet your Mistress
Finally,
you think, as you sink to your knees before me—electrified, ready.
For the moment when I allow your lips to touch my feet. The moment when you feel my heel relentlessly pressing against your neck.
I am the goddess who descends to hunt and play with her prey—intuitive, sadistic, hedonistic. I am the bossy girl-next-door of your dreams, approachable yet commanding.
Perhaps you come to me with expectations, but my commanding presence will make you forget them. And soon you’ll want only one thing: for me to recognize and appreciate your deep devotion — your gift to me.
My domination is as intimate as your devotion, and as we experience both together, a genuine connection forms between us. My power is a dark current to which you surrender as if in a trance.
Inspired by Toshio Saeki’s erotic and grotesque work, I explore desire in its raw, uncompromising form—beautiful, shocking, and utterly unforgettable. My elegant, sinewy body will come so close to yours that you’ll tremble with arousal.
When I whisper your destiny into your ear, your breath will catch.
When I let you fall and catch you, it’s only to thrust you even deeper.
I will make you look ridiculous and comfort you, and I will hurt you — your pain will reveal your innermost self to me.
„Leave other people to draw seemingly beautiful flowers that bloom within a nice, pleasant-looking scenery. I try instead to capture the vivid flowers that sometimes hide and sometimes grow within a shameless, immoral and horrifying dream.“
Toshio Saeki
Don’t be afraid: you’re safe with me.
My hand will close around your heart, and you’ll happily experience my triumph over you: with gratitude when I spit in your face; with pride when my whip strikes your skin; and with ever-greater ecstasy the more cruel I am.
My beautiful laughter will be your fulfillment.
You will want to be bound ever tighter, my servant.
Your soul will unfold ever more freely.
Rapid Fire
Favorite Author: Haruki Murakami
Favorite Story: “The Human Chair” by Edogawa Rampo
Favorite Films: Old Boy (2003), Howl’s Moving Castle (2004)
Favorite Artist: Toshio Saeki, Marina Abramović
Favorite Cuisine (vegetarian): Japanese, Thai, Vietnamese
Favorite Flowers: Lillies